I'll just give you general ideas, since this is already taking away from my precious prayer time that I've been putting aside for a while now. I will try to address all of these issues more specifically in future posts.
MY #1 FRUSTRATION: THE LIBERALS!!!
- Especially OBAMA! and his "democracy." He is leading our nation on a highway to hell! He has been stepping all over the constitution and Bill of Rights. He's pro-abortion. That's fine. It's his "choice" but please don't IMPOSE your views and your "choice" on ME and my fellow Catholics/Christians! Please stop ignoring your people. It's a democracy, isn't it? Our word counts?? I mean people DIED for the freedom of this country and for democracy and the right to vote! There are almost 78 million Catholics in America and you will just step all over them and tell them that they must consent to your laws and violate their consciences and moral values?? The values that have remained unchanged for the entire 2000 year history of Christ's church???
- Next is THE LIBERAL MEDIA! What happened to honest journalist who report the objective truth? I guess that's wishful thinking? Cause all we got is a bunch of liberal somebody's (I can't even call them journalists) that totally ignore a huuuuge anti-abortion uprising (The March For Life) in DC? They reported in the few pro-abortion protesters that showed up, and totally ignored the hundreds of thousands of young and old pro-lifers??? Huh??? Does this make any sense? Oh, and what the heck were Occupy Protesters doing at the March for Life--screaming about their bodies and their right to choose? What does protection of life in the womb have to do with wall street again?....Also, the media does a poor job on promoting/reporting on the candidates for the upcoming presidential elections. THEY TOTALLY IGNORE RON PAUL, WHO HAS A PRETTY LARGE BODY OF SUPPORTERS! So now, even if Obama gets kicked out of office, they're probably going to choose a Republican candidate like Romney, who's been flipping back and forth on his pro-life / pro-abortion positions, and overall been changing his opinions on many issues. He's a liberal in conservative clothing. How can we trust him? Ughh..and it's only because the darn media promotes liberal candidates.
I'm FRUSTRATED about my lack of spiritual progress. I've been feeling pretty dead inside. I've been craving God and trying to get back to my usual zealous attitude...but I don't know what happened? It's almost like I've been avoiding God, avoiding prayer, and spending time with him. Thus, I'm not making progress. I think. Oh, only God knows. That's why I need to end this blog entry quickly so I can hopefully spend some time with Him...that is..if I don't fall asleep first. I'm horrible. Ugh!... I want to live a life of prayer and virtue and sacrifice, but it's been unusually hard lately. And I don't know why. Maybe the devil is just working super extra hard to keep me from God's Grace and hindering my progress.
I'm frustrated because there are so many things I want to talk to Greg about but I can't gather enough courage. I would love to share with him all that I share here in this blog, but it's kind of difficult to go this deep with him, you know? Yes, we've been together for a while and yes we're both Catholics...but it's so hard to start a deep conversation..or just bring up God, or Jesus, or prayer. I feel like we're just on completely different levels. I seek God all the time and He's my number One Pursuit, and I strive to keep learning about my Catholic faith etc etc...Greg, on the other hand, is a simple man of simple faith. He believes. But how much he understands I do not know. Oh how I'd love to have a conversation with him about faith/God/Christ. I can talk with other people (even strangers) about God for hours...but I can't imagine talking with Greg. Is that weird/unusual? I need to pray about that.
I'm frustrated about my family--a family of cradle Catholics--giving in to the Culture of Death. My 3 brothers (that's all of my siblings) stopped going to Sunday mass. They were raised to go to mass every Sunday and pray every day. What happened? They are just lazy, indifferent, and unconcerned about their souls. They almost completely erased God from their lives. My dad goes to church every Sunday, but he's whole another case with a whole another set of issues that maybe I'll talk about in a future post. I'm only 21 years old and I feel like I've surpassed them spiritually a long time ago. As I said, they're Catholics, but they choose to stay ignorant and don't really care about eternity.
Lastly, I am majorly FRUSTRATED about THE CULTURE OF DEATH sucking everyone in. It is so sad that SIN became the normal thing to do, while virtue and values are a joke to most people. People totally disregard morality and think they have the freedom to do anything and everything they can possible imagine, just because they can, because it's THEIR life. Yeah right, who gave it to you? Did you make yourself?
Finally, I wish I was here right now...away from these troubling circumstances....
But, then again, I am a fighter! I am a soldier of Christ. I will not give up!!
Again, sorry about whining. Maybe I'll feel better now.
And I can now peacefully go and pray and offer up all these issues and frustrations to God. He's going to be up all night anyways :-) It's all in His hands.